| Hairdressing? |
[Jun. 7th, 2007|05:49 pm] |
I got a letter from Preston college today and it turns out that they do want me to be an apprentice hairdresser.
Its not really something that ive ever considered as a future career but i have always been hair obsessed.
Well everyone (my dad) was pressuring me to do something with my life so i wrote the two* year plan and being an apprentice hairdresser, for at least two years, is the main part of that plan. It really is just a time killing device, whilst i work on the next two** years plan.
*ish
**also ish |
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| Warmalact. |
[May. 22nd, 2007|01:35 am] |
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Totally phased - and forgot i had a livejournal account. But now i have remebered and will continue being boring on it.
In recent news - I have no job, after quiting from Next (the bastards) I've yet to find a new job. I've had lots of interviews and one or two offers but nothings good. I want an office job so i can sit on my ass, drink tea and answer phones.
Also, just had a weekend of fun with my big bro. We traveled from preston to Glasgow souly for a Meatloaf concert. We were all pooped afterwards but it was still execelent.
I've discovered that im 150% antiphotogenic. In absolutly every picture thats taken of me i look like im in some sort of unidentified pain. Oh well, i dont plan to be a top model any time soon so its probebly fine!
Night night!!! |
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| Jebends |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|12:14 am] |
Had a fun sleepover tonight me and poopie wigglez stayed up till eleven screaming jebend till it hurt our throats.
It should an olympic sport. Gotta go to bed now. Were both up at 5:00am tomorrow morning, night night. |
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| Hello sweep. |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
Sweeps my dog, he just walked in. He likes to sit on my knee and stand on the keyboard when i'm trying to do things.
Its Halloween in a couple of days, i'm going to a party which should be fun.
I felt really sick today and therefore couldn't go to riding and practice for my ABRS 3. Which i really need to do. Ive been thinking maybe i will go to myerscough college next year and do something equine based there.
Ive been having some freaky dreams lately. Thursday night i dreamed about being dropped into this haunted house with pirates and creepy photographers. last night i dreamed about me and a friend being dropped in to one of the zelda games - he was link and i was just me and we were gonna get killed and he kept refusing to use his sword cause he didn't believe in violence. I wanted to smack him, i still do. He annoys me just as much in real life!
Got loads of new games for my DS today so that's taken up loads of my time.
Oh yeah i nearly forgot - it was International Animation Day yesterday. Me, My sister and her boyfriend went to the Bradford Photography Museum to watch a couple of studio Ghibli films and be told about themes and stuff. Was fun.
Oh well i gotta go - TV. |
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| Bananas are your friends. |
[Oct. 27th, 2006|12:31 am] |
Well? They are.
Just got back from the cinema, damn family night.
Family night is the one night a week when my parent's (divorced) me and my sister (hate each other) and generally sarah's boyfriend all go out for a meal and maybe a film or something. We are then expected to tell the parent we haven't been with this week what we have been up to. Total bore fest, that is until i decided to drop out of college. My family can thank me for brightening up there life's.
Oh well. |
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| Jens house |
[Oct. 17th, 2006|04:51 pm] |
I'm at jens house!!!!
Jenny is my friend!!!!
And she's nice!!!!!
Any who. Not much going on today just went to town bought a gun and a sword, a new bra and a mans thong. Ick. For my sisters boyfriend. Double ick. Life sucks if your me.
Thank you Jenny's dad for tea!
Well me and Jen are supposed to be meeting Hannah in a while so i will sight off. |
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| Mentally scarring |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|11:51 pm] |
My sister's boyfriend just flashed me, disgusting. I am now officially mentally scarred. Uggghhh, I'm gonna have nightmares tonight.
I spent the most of the day talking to my sister and her boyfriend about how lonely i was and how they needed to find me a boy/girlfriend. They laughed, but i'm SERIOUSLY LONELY, my dad's got a girlfriend, my mum's got a boyfriend, my brother's got a girlfriend and my sister's got a boyfriend. The only two people in my family who don't have girl/boyfriend's are like 5 and 6. Ahhhhhhhhhh!
Well now i find sufficiently sad i'm going off to bed.
PS THE SEARCH FOR A JOB CONTINUES |
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| Not again. |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|05:56 pm] |
Sorry, i have yet again abandoned my journal.
I was quite distracted - loads of stuff going on at the moment, its all been kinda crazy.
To start i have dropped out of college. It was really a weird thing to do, it wasn't like i just didn't like it - i did like it, all my closest friends were there, it had a nice atmosphere, the staff were great but it just wasn't what i wanted to be doing with my life right now. Plus the "stress" was bringing on the whole liver problem thing.
At the moment i'm looking for a job that i really want to do. Something with horses. I'm looking for a full-time, live-in job somewhere in the UK/Island so that i can get experience at someone else's stables whilst also getting experience of living away from home.
I actually already found the perfect job for me, in the place that i eventually want to make my home, with some of the most amazing horses you could ever see. However my parents really,really didn't want me to just go straight from Preston to Africa without any real experience of living away from home. I still cant believe i was offered that job and had to turn it down, i'm seriously soooo unbelievably upset about that. I can understand why my parents are concerned, i really can, but that was a once in a lifetime offer - as in it NEVER gonna happen again. Crazy, i must be crazy.
Ah, i guess i just gotta keep trying, in the mean time (whilst i look for a real job) guess where i've applied to work. Go on guess, where do you apply when there really, really defiantly is no where else?
That's right.
McDonald's.
Oh dear.
Africa seems a million and one miles away right now... |
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| Its over already! |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|09:17 pm] |
Well there goes my first weekend since i started collage. It went well to fast if you ask me, i'm just one of those people who cant stand the fact that my weekend wasn't filled with great stuff. I want something amazing to happen to me every weekend but it never does and this time every sunday i feel so....unfulfilled. I'm sure i'm not the only one, maybe.
Ah well i'm sure there is plenty of stuff i should be doing before collage tomorrow, like homework, whoops! Ah well, my teachers will just have to get used to the fact i rarely do it earlier than i had expected. Blah. |
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| Riding |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|11:30 am] |
Just got back from my weekly riding lesson, this week i was on Beau. Beau is the biggest horse i have ever seen but he is also the down-right sweetest. At my stable there are a lot of ill behaved horses but the worst thing Beau ever does wrong is stopping when you want him to go and going when you want him to stop.
Well i smell, riding Beau doesn't half make me sweat! Shower time! |
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| Oops |
[Sep. 9th, 2006|01:36 pm] |
Two entries in and ive already missed out a week of my very (ha-ha) exciting life.
This weeks been quite hectic really, ive officially started collage. At first i didn't wanna go but now... i really don't wanna go, i'm just not the academic type! I'm only really enjoying one of my subjects - philosophy - which is kinda weird because after the induction day it was the subject i said i was going to drop!
This morning i had an interview at Clark's shoe shop, I think it went quite well, if i end up working there i will get 33% off. Whoop, Shoes! I will probably end up spending all my wages on shoes. My friend J**** was applying alongside me and we had a group interview, it would proper suck if i got a job there and she didn't. Realistically i can live without the money, Ive got EMA and decent amount coming from my parents as pocket money. But J****, Hmmm, she doesn't have a very good relationship with her mother, or her seemingly non-existent father. Her mother expects her to pay sixty pounds a month for rent and she has to buy her own food, clothes and collage equipment, shes been looking for a job for ages because £30 quid a week EMA really ain't enough. I can perfectly understand why she spends the majority of her time at my house.
Me, my mother and sister are going to see the 'Goo Goo Dolls' (In Manchester) at the end of this month, turns out my brother (Who lives in Aberystwyth, Wales) is going too but we didn't even find out till he phoned and said that he would pop-in on the way back!
The guy who is coming to do my floor should be here soon so i best be offskis.
PS. God bless that crazy crocodile hunter and his wild family. |
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| Bad dream, Bad morning |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|02:44 pm] |
I had a really terrible dream last night, i cant really remember all of it but basically there was a machine which was supposed to take over the world and my friend got trapped in it. When we got him out our doctor friend (appeared out of no where) told us he had been infected by a type of parasite which was eating his heart, he also told us there was no cure. My friend was in a lot of pain and asked me to shoot him because he couldn't stand it, i did and it really, really upset me. I then went back to the doctors house to ask him for advice on how to destroy the machine but he wasn't in. One of his cupboard doors were open and inside was the cure he had said didn't exist.
I woke up crying, i was so unbelievably sad. I was still crying 1/2 an hour later. I feel better now and i know it was only a dream but i still wish i could have saved him.
I other news i'm starting collage in four days, i'm not worried or anything but i still don't really want to go. Everyone says its cause i'm lazy (Laid back!!!) but i just think i'm regretting not going to Myerscough collage. If i'd gone there i would have started towards what i really want to do with my life. By going to Newman i'm getting A-levels as a safety net in case i ever cant have a career in horses.
Ah well its only two years, i'm sure they will fly by! |
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| First post! |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|02:21 pm] |
And its about time to!
Well, that's what my friends will say (God forbid they should actually come round to my house or just phone!This means you Poopie!). Any-who i get it, this way you can all check whats going on with me whilst checking your e-mails!
So whats going on at the moment?
Well, my best friend of 16 years is moving away.Im having my room demolished and then re-molished (totally is a real word!) I'm starting collage in a few weeks and it was my birthday this friday.
Hmmmm this blogging thing is easier than i thought! |
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